A would-be romantic holiday turned into a violent break-up.
I'll be honest: we beat each other up.
Like savage creatures in the night, he wanted to hurt me, and I him.
It became the most disturbing and eye-opening experience of my life.
I knew, then and there, I needed to walk away.
I needed to take a good look at my life and the shadows that seemed to be gravely distorting my reality.
Within minutes of parting ways , I found myself in a Oneness experience which I still can't fully describe in words.
As I walked away from him on the beach, everything slowed down and I became paralysed, unable to move at all.
Sensations I had never before encountered flooded my body. The limits of my physical body began dissolving, and I found myself merging with everything around me: the sea, the sky, the dry rolling hills.
As I emerged from this experience and returned home, I knew my life had changed forever.
I found tantra.
I turned to Tantra for answers. I was keen to unearth the murkiness that was affecting my relationships.
I was quickly inspired to go deeper, and enrolled in a 1-year training in Berlin.
My motivation was simple: I wanted to find love.
I ended up finding Oneness.