3- After visiting some temples in Bangkok, I found myself experiencing an initiatory rite, a state unlike any I had ever encountered before. For hours I experienced spontaneous movements and sounds that were moving through me. I trembled, writhed and chanted uncontrollably. I was accessing a realm of the unseen.
2- I knew my life would change forever. I turned to tantra for answers. I was seeking to find out how I could overcome the shadows of the past which were distorting my every-day experience.